Tuesday, September 27, 2005
i feel so empty now.. just had dinner.. full in the stomach, but empty in the organ above the stomach. haiz. not lungs hor.
i've been missing someone so much.. but i really really cannot figure out who that person is.. really. but that was yesterday. now i finally know who that person is.. well, i'll still continue to act blur and pretend i know nothing. anyways.. that person is miss is not the person i missed one month ago. i'll make good my promise, i'll never mention abt him alright? haha.. so peeps dun think i'm referring to him. i'm not. he said before i can let him go easily. fine then, since he want that, then i can. cos i dont care anymore~
hahaha..have been studying chem n maths.. wad abt my econs?!?!?! die laa.. haiz.. i just feel like a total failure sometimes.. slacking all my time away.. okie.. i guess i gtg already.. i've got a to-do list ready for myself after promos.. muahaha.. but tell u.. i'll be too busy after promos.. i've said it once.. n i'll say it twice ok...
- jeremy boy boy's exams
- cls service learning thing
- my slimming schedule "-_-
- chinese orchestra <--this is gg to take up most of my time.
- cls outing?
- 4e1 outing?
- A lvl chinese exam***
- oral presentation for project work..(shucks this reminded me i needa send the written report to my teacher)
- hmmm... and much much more outings with my friends.... hweifung n xuewei.. my PRSSCO juniors.. my PRSSpercussion outing... zheng jie de outing... maurise as well..
ok.. this is how much i can think of right now.. and yeah.. remember the time i say before.. i'll only find a BF during uni?? well... that is if u visit my blog regularly =))
XD haha.. but den.. simin said something that made me think otherwise. LOL... she said.."but by the time u go university all the good guys are already attached wad.. den u're still left with nothing.." yeah.. its true.. maybe i'll still get a BF before i enter uni =) a good one of cos. muahahahaha~~~
hoho.. let me say what type of guys i like.. lol...
- taller den me..
- clever..(i decided to add this in.)
- a good hugger
- who has time for me..
- security.. that's the thing i need most...(i have my own definition of it)
- understanding
- pampers me AT TIMES
- act when the time calls for it.
- SPORTY
- confident
- cannot hit meeeee
- i'll hit him back
- sincere.. loves making stuff for me. such as a hundred love letters.
haha.. i know the 100 letter thing is demanding.. but actually i'm not a demanding girl ok.. if he has to neglect me for some reasons, i'll be understanding... n hor pls.. everyone has a mistaken identity for me.. "-_- i may be fierce to ppl during normal days or serious work.. and i may be fierce to some senseless and immature guys.. but actually i'm very gentle in love de ok... hahaha.. u guys should believe me. =)
-when are you
coming back? ;
